22 patterns

The energy of this pattern is sharp like a sword. Angels are not angels as we know them from religious paintings. These angels are assertive, truthful, and crystal clear. They live according to their own rules. And they’re totally free, totally benevolent, and totally real.

They are bombarded with expectations to be ‘good’.

How can you be good when you love yourself unconditionally and put yourself first? That’s the question this pattern will press on your system all day and all night long until you have the answer.

There is no way of becoming wise before experiencing foolishness. It’s the same energy flipped.

This pattern creates foolish situations for you to experience yourself as a fool. You’ll hate it at first, and you’ll hate yourself.

When you’ve had enough, you start to alchemize this hatred into compassion, and you will transform foolish decisions into all-encompassing kindness for yourself and the rest of existence.

This pattern creates situations of extreme wealth and extreme poverty for you to experience the full spectrum of how it feels to have and not have money, and how it affects your self-worth.

Underneath all the layers of unworthiness lies ancient wisdom that you have access to. This wisdom is worth all the money in the world.

Flow is change.

When we embody nature, we understand that we have enough and that we are enough.

Before you can fully feel this, this pattern creates situations where you experience disconnect from nature and all of its abundance.

This pattern is ethereal and ungrounded. It lives in the realms of ideas and innovation.

It’s a master manipulator and psychic. You see, manipulation is not all bad despite its highly negative reputation. All pioneers are master manipulators. They manipulate energy to birth something new by synthesizing what already exists.

Manipulation becomes problematic in the realm of relationships when you don’t feel safe expressing your truth.

You become frustrated when you forget that all creation takes doing one thing every day over a long period of time. There are no shortcuts.

The creative process is so fulfilling and exhilarating that it can condition your personality to be addictive.

This pattern creates experiences where you get stuck in your creation and you become angry, frustrated, and addicted to what doesn’t serve you. All of this happens as a contrast to the experience of expressing aesthetic harmony through your body.

When you were a child, this pattern broke your heart. You adopted a false belief that you are bad, and it was so painful that you chose to live in an illusion instead of reality.

You’re an escape artist. You’re adept at running away from everything that feels bad. This makes you incredibly attractive and magnetic.

Once you find a way to heal your hurt heart, you become a master magician, able to discern illusion from reality.

You are different. You don’t want to be here. You don’t want to fully commit to the human experience. Feeling all the sensations in your body sucks.

This pattern shatters all your boundaries first, so you can learn to rebuild them from scratch according to your own liking. But at first, you’ll be lost in others because you refuse to embody.

All of this happens for you so you understand the value of being truly human, living in your body, experiencing the full emotional spectrum, and having harmonious relationships with others.

You possess immense power. You are always supported in everything you choose to do.

Your energy is so powerful that it intimidates others. You are basically like a human dragon. You can have a person without this pattern for breakfast.

You have access to this immense power as soon as you remember that you’re not a victim. Being stuck in a victim mentality makes you completely disempowered and at the mercy of the wishes of others.

We all have a father who has conditioned us. This conditioning can be problematic and yet very spiritual at the same time.

The way you relate to your father is the way you relate to God and other men.

This pattern might take you on a rollercoaster, so you experience the whole emotional spectrum when it comes to the relationship with your father. This will beautifully balance your masculine and feminine polarity, so you embody perfect harmony within.

This pattern will teach you to develop a private and unique relationship with God. This way, you will never be alone.

This pattern will teach you the art of dying while being alive. In fact, the better you are at dying to your old identities, the more alive you will feel.

The ultimate rebirth is that of systems, structures, and values. This pattern will help you master the design of a new value system.

This pattern will make you always hungry for more. You will never settle for anything mediocre. You will seek excellence and everlasting expansion of this excellence. If not kept in check, it will burn you out.

Be careful not to become never satisfied with anything, especially when it comes to love. There is more than enough love for you coming from within this pattern already.

You are meant to find fulfillment by becoming an excellent parent to yourself.

This energy is incredibly attractive for everyone. The love of a mother is what we all yearn for - her protection and nurturing is our drug.

It might be taken away from you so you can experience contrast in how it feels not to be loved by a mother.

The aim is for you to become a great mother to yourself.

You will be getting to know yourself your whole life in relationships with others.

This pattern creates an incredible intensity in all your relationships so you are confronted with the naked truth of who you really are and who you are not.

You are here to pioneer new systems of thought by channeling it through writing.

Journaling is your number one spiritual practice to lessen the intensity in your life. The more regularly you write, the less intense your life becomes.

This pattern will make you go in circles until you learn to trust your gut and until you heal your gut.

Your gut is a goldmine. All the microorganisms that live there serve you 24/7, and they want the best for you.

Once you develop connection and resonance with the world of your gut, you uplevel your creativity to the star level.

This energy is ordinary, but in the best way possible.

You are here to serve and connect with people who are common and asleep. It’s a challenge, but you signed up for it before you came here.

You’ve been gifted charm, making it easier to connect with the sleepwalkers. And you need to undergo the journey yourself, from being awake to falling asleep, to being awakened again. This journey enables you to inspire others to do the same.

This pattern is all about experiencing the full spectrum between slavery and dominance. You are either being dominated or dominating others or both.

You are here to be a public speaker and engage with masses. All the challenges this pattern creates are designed for you to become that.

You are here to live as if it were your last life on this planet.

You will be challenged to take an enormous amount of responsibility and make difficult decisions.

At first, you will resist. Then you’ll surrender.

You are advised to strengthen your nervous system by developing an extraordinarily loving relationship with it.

The secret is to attune to it at least 100 times a day. Every 15 minutes is probably the best.

Your particular sense of humor will attract a following for which you are meant to create a spiritual space where they can expand.

This sense of humor is spiritual. Spirituality is meant to be taken with lightness and lightly. Heaviness comes as a consequence of lightness, not the other way around.

Holding spiritual space for others requires you to master being comfortable in the discomforts of the unknown.

This pattern designs experiences on the spectrum between war and peace.

You experience numerous splits and fragmentation in your consciousness, and you will need to confront your inner alienation and make yourself whole again.

You will make many mistakes along the way, and these mistakes are sacred. They will turn out to be everything but mistakes in the long run.

This pattern will make your life hard.

Actually, you will unconsciously complicate your life. And you won’t see this at first.

It will be resting in your blind spot until you meet the optimal mirror who makes you see.

This pattern is teaching you to be resilient.

The final pattern.

You are here to experience total disconnection from the source of all there is. You will know the terror of how it feels to be alone.

You will experience the full spectrum between ugliness and beauty.

Once you learn to own what is ugly about you and in you, you will become the most beautiful being ever.